http://www.truthwinsout.org/blog/2009/02/1817/ TruthWinsOut.org is a non-profit organization that counters right wing propaganda, exposes the “ex-gay” myth and educates America about gay life. Sun, 14 Mar 2010 00:18:12 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.8.6 hourly 1 http://www.truthwinsout.org/blog/2009/02/1817/comment-page-1/#comment-11058 marcus Mon, 09 Feb 2009 21:54:38 +0000 http://www.truthwinsout.org/?p=1817#comment-11058 Peterson, I was never in a live in program but i knew all the lingo. I had local reparative therapy, which consisted of prayers to ask God what my ideal womans name would be, asking God to imagine me enjoying her "company", lace panties, high heals, etc. read all the books. listened to all the cd's, Love Won Out in paticular. All it served to do was make me more confused, guilty, and yes, sexual. I have a belief that if we fnd the reason we "want" to change we have begun to takeback who we really are. these live-in programs are dangerous because of the rhetoric put forth every day. because of my shame and trying to change i cruised for sex, and when i finally allowed myself to be me, that stopped! I am still a WIP. But your video makes a valid point. Peterson,
I was never in a live in program but i knew all the lingo.
I had local reparative therapy, which consisted of prayers to ask God what my ideal womans name would be, asking God to imagine me enjoying her “company”, lace panties, high heals, etc. read all the books. listened to all the cd’s, Love Won Out in paticular. All it served to do was make me more confused, guilty, and yes, sexual. I have a belief that if we fnd the reason we “want” to change we have begun to takeback who we really are. these live-in programs are dangerous because of the rhetoric put forth every day. because of my shame and trying to change i cruised for sex, and when i finally allowed myself to be me, that stopped! I am still a WIP. But your video makes a valid point.

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